How many of my friends reading
this love watching movies? I love movies. My husband and I regularly go to the
movies for our date nights. We’ve gone so much, that we’ve earned free passes
to the next show we attend. The thing that I love best about a movie is the
story it tells. No matter if it’s a comedy, drama, sci-fi thriller, biography,
or animation, movies take you on a journey. And through that journey you
experience a wide variety of emotions and physical reactions. I think for most
of us, its the journey that attracts us to movies. We sit, eagerly awaiting
each twist and turn, excited about what will happen next. But in life, it seems
that it’s in the journey where we find ourselves anxious about the twists and
turns; overwhelmed by the unknowns; and fearful of getting stuck or defeated.
Everything that would normally thrill us in a movie, seem to cripple us in real
life.
If we look back over our life
stories, I’m sure that we can recall times where we thought we could not live
beyond a specific moment. We thought that the end was upon us and that the last
chapter of our lives was written. Whether we were being over dramatic and way
too emotional about a particular event or we truly experienced a life-or-death
circumstance, our feelings were real.
Similarly, I am confident that we
can look back over our lives and find moments of prosperity and joy; moments
filled with love and grace; moments that reassured us that our lives were
moving forward in hope and with a promise of success. And at those moments, we too felt something
so deep and so real, we knew that the blessings of today would carry us into
our next adventure tomorrow.
In both types of experiences,
negative and positive, we survived. We continued down the road of life and the
story of our journey did not end. We may have had a few Cliff Hanger moments,
but life still continued on. Oliver Goldsmith once said, “Life is a journey
that must be traveled no matter how bad the roads and accommodations.” Isn’t that so true!?! Geez. Some days it
feels like you drove over every pothole, was delayed by every car accident, and
encountered every negative nobody possible. But still, you must journey on
through life. We aren’t promised any luxurious accommodations or clear paths.
And we sure aren’t promised that we will survive it. But when we do (survive
it), we are expected to keep pushing forward. We don’t just stop and celebrate
like we’re dancing the jig at St. Patty’s celebration. Just like the actors in
our favorite movies, we must take instruction from our director and carry
through to the next scene. (ooh – that was good Gina, that was good. Stay with
me. its about to get better.)
Think of your life journey this
way. Our Director, aka the man upstairs aka the Holy of Holies aka God is
sitting in his platinum plated (gold is too 1970s for me) director’s chair
providing direction. You turn to Him and say, “but what is my motivation?” He
places His head in His hands then lifts it up to stare at you blankly. He
wonders why you are questioning His direction (but He isn’t really wondering
because He is all-knowing. He knew you were gonna do that foolishness.). You proceed
with the scene and as it was written. The script calls for you to go to the
grocery store to buy some items for the week. As you proceed to the cashier,
you realize you forgot your wallet. You ask the cashier if he can hold on to
the items for you so that you can check your car for your debit card. Panicked,
you run to the car and realize that both your wallet and your debit card are
missing. You search your mind and walk through the places you had been that
day. You remember that you did have your card with you when you entered the
store. You then walk through each aisle where you shopped. Now your heart is
racing and you are thinking that your card is missing and that someone is
probably having a great time with it. You humbly go back to the register and
say that you can’t make the purchase. The young clerk smiles and says that
someone paid for your groceries. You smile, thank the cashier and as you pick
up your groceries you see that your debit card had fallen down in with the
apples and your wallet was in the shopping basket. You decide to pay your
blessing forward and buy the next person’s groceries.
My favorite author Anonymous said,
“Life is a journey with problems to solve, lessons to learn, but most off all
experiences to enjoy.” Finding balance between the negatives and the positives,
sorrow and joy, grief and hope, the now and the not yet – will help you to push
through to the next scene. What if you wouldn’t have pushed through those
“scenes?” What if you remained in your funk and continued to question the
Director? What if you pouted and just stomped off to your car and didn’t even
return to let the cashier know the status of your search? What if?
Two weeks ago when we discussed
Lent and explored what it means to truly sacrifice and honor God’s sacrifice of
the Holy Lamb, we talked about how important it is to sacrifice and hold on
until the end. As you continue your Lenten journey, don’t wallow in your
frustration about the “stuff” you gave up or the sacrifices you are making. No.
Focus on the goal. You are journeying through a time of sacrifice, increased
prayer, and daily quiet time with the Lord to honor Him and all He has and
continues to do for you.
I want to remind you that, “It can
be quite overwhelming to ‘forsake our own agenda and follow God’s plan.’ It can
feel quite lonely to journey into the “unknown” alone.” But, if you allow Him
to direct the film of your life; allow Him to author the story of your
existence you might just get better than you hoped for and definitely better
than you deserve. Read Romans 15:13.